OMG! Im so used to my chest hurting from depression that feeling elated is... breathtaking. Albert has opened my eyes to a world with less pain and its a wonderful place. Im smiling a lot more and i just feel... happy... Ive never felt so good in my life, i want to spend my life with him and wake every morning with his arms firmly wrapped around my body. And yet...*sigh* I only get to meet him for the first time over winter break... I get to spend my 16th birthday with him and it will be magical... Not sexual, magical. I'll have Stephy there, my super dooper virginguard! *insert fanfare music here*

Not much else going on, didnt make the play. Went to the bathroom and cried... Im dying to see how well school goes on Tuesday now that i feel this good instead of like roadkill...

um... yeah... Ya'll probably dont care...